Almost four years Michael, you taught me everything i know. You were my first love. We had our goods and our bads, but you know as same with i, that there was more good than bad. Things fell apart with us, but my love never ended. Youve always been in my mind. Always in my heart. Ill never forget you, ever. I still talk about you, and i have from the day i met you. Both good and bad. You know, its been 3 years ,around, since we were a couple. My love never ended. Im sorry for the wrong i did to you. I never got to tell you. We stopped talking. I know thats in both our hands. Im sorry if it seemed wrong for me to go to your services, i felt i needed to. You were a very serious part of my life. Still are. You came in at the right time, without you and me, i most likely wouldnt be here either. You saved me Michael, you taught me so much about living, and life. Love and all. You opened my eyes to a whole new meaning of being alive. You taught me so much. You opened my heart and eyes to love. And i thank you for that. Without you i wouldnt know how to love. March 29th, 2005 until the day i die. Ill always love you. I promised you that. I never and will never break that. No one can replace you in my heart. No one will replace you. Always Michael, forever. <3 I love you.